Falling

May. 5th, 2005 09:46 pm
autumnus: A purple monochrome portrait of Zoe from Dreamfall, with drawn stars in background and "the Dreamer" written on bottom. (Default)
My hands shaking, my mood swinging back and forth...

too much stress, God I really hope it is just too much stress. I am too tired to stand, too wired up to sleep. It is like a nightmare, a constant agony... drowning in.

When I sing I punch on the notes without any elegance, how can you express when you feel blank inside?

Oh no not again! why are these words so familiar? It seemed so good it seemed alright, yet I am falling. Oh no! not again... please not again!

why can't I stay upright. Why when it is easy for everyone I fall aside, crawl through the way?
I shop, I have everything I want and more
I have friends in both countries. Then for crying out loud what is missing?


why the pit? why back here again and again?

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no no it must be the stress... my muscles hurts, I feel lightheaded, and just an emptiness. I have things to do? why is it so hard to do them? why do I want to go out? and feel empty outside? I cannot stay alone, the moment I am alone the fall starts...

Dammit dammit dammit...

yeah I really should start taking my vitamins... I am being naughty...

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